3 generations under one roof

Living alone with your children has many benefits, but sometimes late at night or even during the day the loneliness of not having another adult in the house threatens to consume you. That is where I have been over the past few days, so I have been burring myself in work to keep my mind busy.  

I hated living with a verbally and emotionally abusive husband, and that is not something I would ever want back, but I get so lonely. It feels as if at times, that I am facing these long nights by myself and it really sucks big time. I have been living on my own now for the better part of 8 years, so you would think I am used to these lonely old nights but I am not, and I do not think I ever will be.

The kids keep me busy for sure, yet at times, this does not seem to be enough. I want a partner here that I can curl up with on a nightly basis or just cuddle on the couch with after a long hard night.

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