3 generations under one roof

 I heard my husband yell to her that he loved her, and she yelled it back to him. It became a competition to see who could yell it the loudest. I felt like I was going to throw up, I could feel my heart thumping, and I was beyond angry. I finally got my senses back to me and yelled it’s over (curse deleted). My husband and the other two all laughed at me.

I got up and walked to the car, to use his phone to call my dad to come get me. Even though I was at least 40 miles from home, I know the general location of where I was. The cell phone was locked, so I walked back to where they were and demanded his code. My husband would not give me the code to unlock it so I did what I felt the need to do. I threw it as hard as I could, watching it tumble off the rocks and land at the waters edge. Again they laughed, man was I angry, hurt but totally wired.

Not having any money on me, I picked up my husband’s wallet took all the money out of it. I left the area and began walking down the road in the direction of the only small town I knew of in that area.

That was the hardest walk I ever had, but I made it to the next town in just less than half an hour. Over the next hour, I would pass out in a convenience store, and throw up in another convenience store and on a bus I took home. That was a long bus ride, but I finally made it home. I called my parents and they rushed to my side.

My husband began calling me and I would hang up on him. He finally called our daughter at her house and told her to call me and tell me to talk the call. That was when he told me he had the accident that totaled his girlfriend’s car. I laughed, man I so needed it, and sober now he could not understand why I laughed. He asked to come home I told him no. I asked him about Nita and he said shortly after I left she had taken off with the other guy on the motorcycle.

What would you do as a freelancer writer if your computer was suddenly with the internet or worse yet broken?  Last fall when I was without a internet connection I would write the articles at home, put them on a flash drive, and go up to my boyfriend’s apartment to post them. I would do a few days worth of articles, and post them together making sure to begin posting around midnight so I would keep the money flowing on a daily basis.

Now I am posting and writing from Ray’s house again, because of a minor fire at my house so the kids and I cannot be there. We are fine, and out with relatives but man something has to give here.  

As a computer technician by trade I can fix problems as they occur on my computer, and I would be lost if anything happened that I could not fix.  I have been there once in the past 8 years or so, but by the next payday, I had a new computer. Sure, I could have just replaced the hard drive, but since the old one was five years old, it needed to be replaced. I bought this one which it still running and has been upgraded since that initial purchase. I would be lost thought if I had to write my articles on paper on a daily basis and then type them into the computer.

So while you might complain about the amount of articles you write, just be thankful you have a computer that allows you to write and read articles like this.